ThoughtsByBubbles

Well, its been a month since I last expressed my feelings.  The summer is almost over…THANK GOD!  Philly has not been welcoming to me in any way.  I am glad that I got to spend so much time at home but now this guarantees that I won’t be back anytime soon.  I love my family to death but they all tend to drive me crazy very frequently.  I don’t know what to say about my situation and relationships in my family.  I feel that there are some points in which we actually connect but for the most part I am mostly fighting them and constantly defending myself.  My grandmother is at the center of this trial.  I love her to death but her ways are so depressing that it affects me.  Anyways, I am moving into my apartment soon and I am putting this entire summer behind me.  Brother is was at the center of my summer but that won’t be permanent.  Right now, you can say that I am pulling myself away from him in many ways…I wish I could explain it but I really can’t.  I just had enough of him and everything he is about.  He has truly beaten me down to the ridiculous person I am today.  I just can’t take this anymore.  I am making changes that will benefit me in the long run…if I have to feel a little pain now…then so be it.

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